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In 100 on November 8, 2018 at 11:59 pm

Planning, stressing, sweating, waiting. 

Solving, dreaming, scheming, debating. 

I give and I give, and my head gets so big thinking this is all that there is. 

The worry subsided as the cortisol drives, when the day finally comes, everything building to this moment. 

And then it’s done. And that is that. It’s not that my effort was in vein, just that now its direction is not forward, its direction is past. 

Then the physical crash, mental, emotional backlash. Now what, now where? No I don’t want it to end. 

But when I anticipate it, I’m down with the let down. 

  1. there’s gotta be a four letter acronym for the pre-nostalgia that hits right as something is about to end…

  2. Brie, i got a migraine this morning at 5am while still asleep… the post shoot crash is real! Thanks for your sloggin on this one.

    Lara how’s FINO: fuck, it’s nearly over…

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